Shemale/sissi thoughts from getting sperm in ass

I seriously don't think anything physically is changed by the sperms entry into the body where there is a DNA mutation or cell structure anomaly where there is a change of gender or physical cell transformation of the body. However I do believe their is a strong or empowering psychological change in the mindset of the male couple. I think the dominant male or top feels like a alpha would feel like mainly if the sissy he just fucked was a virgin it's a form of showing superiority over the weaker emasculated bitch (bottom) which only grows stronger if a female is present seeing the dominant male as a stronger likable male to mate with in a primative manner. As for the bitch she(sissy) feels validated euphoria sets in as she transitions into the femininiized state. The more she is fucked as the orgasms grow stronger her mental state may think it's seeing dramatic physical alterations but her psychological thoughts will definitely drive in the most intense feelings of accomplishment. I know it's a deep answer but male femininity is different for everyone and my role and duty has grown since I've been 13 yrs of age and at 56 my femininity and desires are more intense, more pleasurable than ever before because I no longer fight these emotions I openly welcome my inner sissy to become free to express herself. I apologize for the deep wording but it's how I feel when I've presented my sissy vagina to a alpha males dick so when his seed is deep in my pussy I feel completely whole as a sissy pussy bitch it's not what I do it's who I've become, I am woman hear me roar!!!!?!!