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I am straight and when in a relationship pretty much loyal. I don't cheat, but I do look at porn and cam girls. As far as the girl I date, I prefer a dirty slut/whore. I wouldn't call myself "cuckold" but for some reason I very excited when I see a girl that I really love having sex with other ppl. I don't understand why and have even sought out Psyc help for it. I believe that I get so jealous that it turns me on because I do get so extremely.... something? I am so f'ed up, I even love it when my gf has sex with other guys w/o me then tells me about it or shows me pics of it at a later date. I have always been this way and doubt I will change. If a girl is incapable of cheating on me or fucking other guys, I am not interested in a relationship. I don't cheat but it is mandatory that my gf does!!!!! Especially if she likes fucking more than 1 guy at a time and loves gang bangs.