Who do I wish I looked like?
Although I am a guy, I don't think I've ever really caught myself thinking I wish I looked like another guy i.e. some babe magnet like ... I don't know, George Clooney or somebody like that. However, I often thought of how I wished I looked like - insert the name of your favorite female actress, porn star etc, here. That's not so weird considering who I am. There was an embarrassing and rather humiliating moment for me many years ago (and here I reveal my age) when after a shower I blow dried my hair and a room mate laughed at me and said I looked like Farrah Fawcett - she of the wind swept hairdo so popular in the late 70's. In actual fact, I was thrilled I was able to wear my hair long and voluminous like that, so that with a touch of styling it could be a feminine hairstyle. I just had to keep it tamed down for day to day reasons since .... well I was a guy. Back in those days I was sometimes overcome by the fear that I'd get beaten up one day by a guy or guys who took exception to the fact that I was gay. Well I wasn't actually sure I was gay, but I sure wasn't typically hetero, and I seemed to know a lot of guys who'd just as soon knock your teeth out if they suspected you liked wearing dresses and make-up.
Anyway before I get too far off topic, I've always had a tendency to be a keen observer of women and admirer of what they look like and how the bear themselves, Along the way I've been a fan of many stars, starlets, models and so forth. I was never deluded enough to think I could look like them, but I certainly wished I could have. If only there was a pill you could take that would turn you into so and so for a day and let you wake up the next day being yourself again. Because, well I think in the end, our identity is based on what we look like isn't it? I mean, I don't want to be a clone. Just a reasonable facsimile maybe, or better yet, to somehow take on selective qualities that seem to be (to me) the embodiment of femininity or sexiness that some females exude.
So, the other day I was watching a clip of Clara Ghergel a.k.a. Clara G etc,.who for reasons I can't even quite put my finger on, I think is a very very sexy lady. For me, most of her clips are ruined when she starts inserting large objects in her orifices. I just like to see her face, her eyes, her body. And how I wish she didn't always seem to wear what I call "dollar store" lingerie. She has such an exceptional face, to me. She is an anomaly for me too because she has bigger boobs than I really like. They're fine and wonderfully natural boobs but for me, nothing beats perky. Which leads me to Rumika, the Japanese porn star not the other one, Rumika is as close to perfection as they come. What a face, what a body. If I could dream of having breasts they'd be like Rumika's, a perfect perky handful with prominent nipples. Another girl I just stumbled upon who exudes sexiness and has an enviable body is Carol Vega. Love her face, eyes and hair. If I cast my mind back to my teenage years, i thought Julie Christie, the English actress had divine everything too. I suppose because I had the same fair complexion and hair colour I felt an affinity for her in some way. In a naughtier vein, I used to love Danielle Martin, a porn star from the 80's ... another fine body with wonderful smallish naturally perky breasts. Oh and in terms of face, and face alone, their are at least two Youtube stars I have to mention. Carli Bybel and Maya Mia both of whom publish cosmetic tutorials e.g. Smouldering Smokey Eye make-up. I mean, I learned to do make-up long before Youtube existed but my learning curve would have been a lot shorter if I could have watched these two ladies sharing their artistry.
Their are many many more and many I've forgotten but I guess the gist of it is that when I could sit down in front of the mirror with my make-up before me and various items of lingerie, clothing etc, spread around, in my "boudoir" so to speak, as I carefully applied mascara as a finishing touch, ladies like these ones were always present, even if I wasn't quite conscious of it.
Julie Christie
Danielle Martin
Rumika
Clara G
Carol Vega
Anyway before I get too far off topic, I've always had a tendency to be a keen observer of women and admirer of what they look like and how the bear themselves, Along the way I've been a fan of many stars, starlets, models and so forth. I was never deluded enough to think I could look like them, but I certainly wished I could have. If only there was a pill you could take that would turn you into so and so for a day and let you wake up the next day being yourself again. Because, well I think in the end, our identity is based on what we look like isn't it? I mean, I don't want to be a clone. Just a reasonable facsimile maybe, or better yet, to somehow take on selective qualities that seem to be (to me) the embodiment of femininity or sexiness that some females exude.
So, the other day I was watching a clip of Clara Ghergel a.k.a. Clara G etc,.who for reasons I can't even quite put my finger on, I think is a very very sexy lady. For me, most of her clips are ruined when she starts inserting large objects in her orifices. I just like to see her face, her eyes, her body. And how I wish she didn't always seem to wear what I call "dollar store" lingerie. She has such an exceptional face, to me. She is an anomaly for me too because she has bigger boobs than I really like. They're fine and wonderfully natural boobs but for me, nothing beats perky. Which leads me to Rumika, the Japanese porn star not the other one, Rumika is as close to perfection as they come. What a face, what a body. If I could dream of having breasts they'd be like Rumika's, a perfect perky handful with prominent nipples. Another girl I just stumbled upon who exudes sexiness and has an enviable body is Carol Vega. Love her face, eyes and hair. If I cast my mind back to my teenage years, i thought Julie Christie, the English actress had divine everything too. I suppose because I had the same fair complexion and hair colour I felt an affinity for her in some way. In a naughtier vein, I used to love Danielle Martin, a porn star from the 80's ... another fine body with wonderful smallish naturally perky breasts. Oh and in terms of face, and face alone, their are at least two Youtube stars I have to mention. Carli Bybel and Maya Mia both of whom publish cosmetic tutorials e.g. Smouldering Smokey Eye make-up. I mean, I learned to do make-up long before Youtube existed but my learning curve would have been a lot shorter if I could have watched these two ladies sharing their artistry.
Their are many many more and many I've forgotten but I guess the gist of it is that when I could sit down in front of the mirror with my make-up before me and various items of lingerie, clothing etc, spread around, in my "boudoir" so to speak, as I carefully applied mascara as a finishing touch, ladies like these ones were always present, even if I wasn't quite conscious of it.
Julie Christie
Danielle Martin
Rumika
Clara G
Carol Vega
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