My BBC journey part 1

Over the course of the past three years I have changed from straight to bisexual. I couldn't tell you why but this is just how I felt honestly. Even more confusing was I was absolutely attracted to the idea of BBC. I couldn't get t out of my mind. As a college student it was weird watching the black men around campus and wondering if they were BBC. In my mind I associated BBC with domination. The more I thought of it the harder it was to not want. Finally this march close to the end of my time I decided to take the leap and look for a BBC. I watched a bunch of BBC vids to get in the mood then I showered and shaved my legs and all my hair below the waist. I put my stolen panties on and take some sexy pics to see if someone would actually be interested. I actually got a bunch of replies from Baltimore boys with HUGE BBCs. After a few days though a man in his thirties with a 10INCH BBC wanted to chat. After I gave him my number he texted me and kept me wet and thinking about him. He demanded I take down the add and service him so I actually am! I bought a collar and a chastity device as ordered and it'll be here tomorrow. He is coming over Friday toand has said to answer the door in only panties. Idk why but he's such a real alpha who makes me feel like a huge twink in need of a man. So I'll follow up soon on my real life BBC journey.....