Story of my life

Well to begin thanks to everyone who will read my first post! Let me present myself I'm Leva a mature woman exploring her sexuality and hopefully finding myself here surrounded by wonderful people! I was born in a really small village in eastern Ukraine all my childhood was spent in an orphanage from one place to another till I became an adult and decided to move to western Europe, I had a really hard time finding a job and a place to live wherever i did go till I settled down in Switzerland where I started to work as a waitress. My sexual life and dating scene was really active all the time but I have failed to find someone who truly loved me, I came from a disastrous relationship to another and at the present time unfortunately I come from a failed marriage with a husband I really loved... We lived in Switzerland he was a Dutch cook and we met in the hotel he worked... We were living a beautiful relationship and decided to get married, one day when I came earlier after work I found him lying on our bed and wearing my lingerie while masturbating and watching porn. I was really surprised and shocked at first but at the same time I was aroused by that scene... I entered slowly in our bedroom and he jumped on our bed scared of my possible reaction. He was speechless and my heart was beating so fast... I just hugged him and kissed him whispering that I loved him no matter what his sexual orientation was, he started crying over my shoulder and started apologising me for what he was doing. We just layed in our bedroom caressing and started making sex... It was unbelievable ? the best sex we ever had and I found myself so happy that finally we explored our bodies like never before ☺️. Long story short we started having sex with him wearing my lingerie or something we choose and byed together... We were living our best time till my husband knowed a man and started dating him and having sex, he even asked me if I was ok with that and I just wanted him to be happy so I told him that it was ok if it was just sex dates but unfortunately it wasn't... They had a relationship together and the partner of my husband was really jealous about me and gave him an ultimatum "me or her" and my husband choosed him, my heart was broken and even him was really sad about it but he wanted to live the life he always wanted... So here I am a divorced mature woman looking to find someone who cares and of course I really love crossdressers, transgenders, t-girls, transvestites, sissies, and all the gurls that have a wonderful kind heart and smile and have a good time with them 🥰 kisses and hugs 🤗💋