Let's see...where to begin.
Five times already i wrote and erased la palabra *(lol la palabra is spanish for "word" lmao such a cornball), "where" tor the spark to begin writing my lustful thoughts as I lay here writhing my hips back and forth, circling around imagining how nice it would feel if a most recent "friend" were to be inside my asshole/bootyhole *(just in case the verbage turns you on to read/say as it does myself ), or rather.....I supposed this is the ludicrous speed point in the spiel where I have to suffer the bulls*yt "You're a transwoman???!!!" fuqery insulting me in general, my intelligence, and every fiber of who I am and will then have to be like "dueces" lmao SMMFH...i digress I really don't want to have to write this out ughhhh! Ok, so I am a human, with sexual desires and erotics and for purpose of trying to hurry and get this part out the way so I might begin the kinky and lust and sex pussy/dick/booti/dick pussy shyt. Therefore, as a human that is attracted to other humans/vehicles* (*more so the driver of those bodies/vehicles whoa way tangent) lol, for the moment personally I have already done be bid and paid my pues so I dont need hirstory breakdowns but just know I aint trying to have any offspring, and coming around the 20th year of being the exact age of 25 means I REALLY dgaf about procreation right now. I love the human body / vehicles currently on "Earth" as the manufacturer makes some extremely sexy cars/bodies. Foillow along / pay attention don't act like its too confusing *(disgusted look....lol jk), because the driver of the cars we maintain and manage have in completeness immensely similar body parts/ features yet just like any car can be sexy *(e.g. banana candy yellow paint job convertible 69 mustang or judge, pristine condition chromed underhood chrome engine parts banana pastel leather seating with bright yellow lemon highlight seams and gold glowing glamore signatures embossed in backing rests of each seat, fat white wall tires with original modified rims...ok you get the picture hopefully lol if not idk wth to tell you lol) as it sits in some persons driveway as say you pass by and look at it and see the driver getting in (because cars don't drive themselves and need a driver so do our "bodies/vehilcles" also need a driver or spiril/soul if you will for action) now you are genuine and sincere about trying to compliment the driver for their what may seem that if they bout to get in the car, it might be theirs, and if that then maybe they are responsible for the immaculent upkeep and condition of this sexy power machine and you ask them "Excuse me (as it is not ones right to automatically speak to whomever they want without a proper preface of imposition at the crossing juncture), how long did it take you to restore the car, if it was restored and/or rather have you had it etc.?" *Gaaassssspp* aye, so at this point I try to begin to see the driver that matches the car , and the driver responds in a quite upexpected and nasty/rude form or fashion. Now, alll of a sudden im shocked the disrespect is present while having a bit of hurt feelings. as I turn to walk away and be on my way I see the car ACTUALLY got all that but I see now the ugly dent on the back rear panel, Think damn that's strange why i didn't see that before and now the driver backing up the car to get in the street and I see the front driver tire is actully a doughnut...now the car starts looking real ugly to me because I hadn't even met the driver until I did get to see the diriver as I can make sense now why the car changed like magic because the driver is a grostesque rude driver right? Well, on the flip side of that the same car almost *(my Papi would always see a car and to me it be lookin like shit but he sees the beauty of the vehicle and be like ddaaaaayyyuuummm that car is CCLLLEEEEEEEAAAAAANNNN! lol smh love you pop rip), because, this time say the doughut is front passenger side visible immediately and the dent is actully on the rear panel while the chrome bumper got a hint of a slight loosening and the leather interior is in tack, yet needs some TLC. The driver of that vehicle is coming out with a battery charger lol so there is some possible issue to think about but you happen passed in your car and see the struggle and say "HEY, you need some jumper cables?" and the driver's soft sweet smelling make your mouth water type of pleasant response is a slight chuckle and they like "no thank you sweetheart this charger is so that my security push start process recognizes the pass through and this part", as they point to part of their rig "is the physical key so if ever electricity based systems fail I can go back to the era of mechanical". you both smiling and cheesing because you get what they talking about its intriguing and interesting to you because you KNOW the system idea maybe not that specific one but...pause. See, this is the point where I am enjoying enough of the driver that I now just wanna be around to help, join their club lol whatever and etc's lol Shyt I am willing to even give a ride had that been necessary and as I begin to enjoy this drivers beauty, I'm lookin at that car and that dent wasn't a dent in the car lol it was they way the light made it look dented! Holy moly doughnut shop! And, oh snap! the DESIGN of the interrior of the seeting makes it appear oldish, basically the car they drivin starts to LOOK more sexy and beautiful as it begins to *(in my perception, as it is my perception I am describing in the first place lol) match the driver's sexiness and beautifullness eesss esss esss lol. RME ok I'm a cornball, damn this damn rant), soooo, This is partly how I view that attraction segment. Now if I am in the same scenario and say im lookin at the car it appears it is a mustang but IDK something seems a bit different than what Im used to seeing mustang cars look and feel like, driver comes out same convo as the pleasant one , I inquire of the mustang and they like "Oh no sweetheart you didn't see the emblem lol" look at the emblem, smack my head and maybe bc the driver is beautiful sexy, etc. cool whatever yet I knew something was off and seen the emblem its a SHELBY! but hey that's ok with me because I can drive mustangs and I know how to handle that Shelby controil and power but if I am true which i am always to myself I use that to flirt "yea I knew it I seen that emblem but it was so CCCLLLEEEEEEAAAAAN lol like pop lol and obviously didn't have true preference because I like that driver, they just don't have the automatic mustang they got that old school stick shift! lol I was learneded lol taught to drive stick shift! I know how to drive stick! Either way, I liked what i seen and every scenario was a car two wheels, doors, seats, lights, engine with certain parts or engines a bit different but if I didn't know or didn't like Shelby cars then I shouldn't worry about finding out that its not a mustang lmao as though it mattered because and especially in our current era you eight know how to drive a manual, automatic or a tesla lol jk well not really but yea. Regardless, the cars all made quite similar if not the same and if the size of the engine or if the fact that its not that automatic mustang block but has a stick shift from shelby motor means that much to a person they should and usually do take the appropriate actions whether that be to keep passin the fuq by, or if they stopped like me bc the car they driving is sexy but then you see the match as the driver is also sexy if not more of the reason why the car caught my eye in the first place there is no reason however, to move like Im all for Shelby cars but try to make our conversation about a comparison of shelby's to mustangs and the shelby owner lol gonna look at you and be like for real? uh yea so I gotta go papi lol and no...just whatever if you forgot to follow along and missed the entire idea behind this rant, here is the summary: IM NOT FUKIN STUPID I KNOW WHO I AM and as a transGENDER (not transSEXUAL as of yet meaning the latter requires an operation or reconstruction lol don['t trip my transITION is still movin) and I know damn well how I LOOK or am PERCEIVED from say third person angle or view whatever, so to run up on me like you trying to holla at me and can QUITE CLEARLY SEE THE FUQIN EMBLEM on the vehicle lol "shelby" not mustang: not my obligation to help YOU realize that as Im watchin you come to talk to this driver Im tracking your eye movement and BAM! I see your eyes lock in on the emblem that says shelby on it and you then commence to attempt to claim that you thought it was a mustang?! Im going to definitely attempt all good form and courtesy with ettiquette and remove bid that insulting lying to my face individual from my presence or world or location or etc. I truly, have understood that because the timing of MY transition has and is taking place at a particular point in my life where (*any that have already attained familiarity within the world of "Shelby's" and "Mustang's" lol, knows the differences and handling as they may have already driven quite a few different shelby's and mustangs) in comparison or by contrast, a "normal or common" QweeN" or TS or Trans or might be experienced in a sense of time of associative collaboration over me. A say, typical Qween/TS person woman man has been afforded the time of the ability they had because they came out when they was like in grade school/junior high/high school times of their lives. I never had the opportunity to present me to the world as who I was/am/is/will be forever period in such a way as I desired too because I was constantly afraid. But Ill put a pin in that particular portion but anyhoo...if you stayed this far yayaaa! finally, you understand im trans and you still intersted cool....go to the next post since I had to delve into this issue first otherwise it would REEEALLLLYY bother me, I see a comments of ignorance lol smh omg delete! lol ok
I have no idea where or how to beign a new post lol so Ill start this next piece here.
'no title or maybe FUCK IT...NO REALLY THEY WANT ME TO FUCK IT
lol All the beginnings of transition had opened up the box played with like a rabid dog lol I wasn't always a pendeja to sex. I used to think I had "experience" or was "kinky" right? lol noo way hoo say, wait what did she say? lol she said sure Ill phuq you pay me! lmao. Anyhoo, if yall request more details on that hirstory just ask I will provide but to extended the already extended. lol mmmmmm, extend baby yaaah lmao I was previously so horny that I had a gigantic dildo stretching my puassy*( term I coined lol as opposed to what I had to learn was already in circulation the "bussy" lmao smh omg i love that one too! ) so that the current "friend" I allow in my realm I will have the ability to handle. I will say this to all you men cis/trans men are men but regardless all you men stuck on size should focus more of production and process of making that building vs how big or how many floors lol that building is gonna be. Size matters sure for many situations in every possible experience however if you have no clue how to operate then fuck how big or small your member *that you had no control truly over so to make it yet another punkazz reason to try to degrade another or oneself is like omg rme ridiculous. At least this is how I feel about it some other women may or may not agree however, and in any case lol....I was taught by a ciswoman *(in contrast of a transwoman) how to operate my ORAL sex process because she stops me like two tongue touches on her genitalia and was like " let me tell you something so i can show you something" and I was like dayum I messed up my first cunnilingus experience lol! She was cool af tho bc she had seen my expression and was like don't trip im going to show how I like to be ate. Then says "everybody, or all people have dicks! woman have dicks and men have dicks " Im lookin at her like wtf?! lol she gives me a run down how her clitorus swells up and gets hard and then begins to show me what she meant by giving me oral examples. lol Im so hot and bothered by the time she is show and telling me that I need to treat her "clit" just like a dick and to suck and use my tongue and flick this way flat tongue slow up and circle and bob on it up and down just like a miniature penis! I am already open minded because i had to be at that point in my sexual prowess/ life lol smh I had never been with any men, or teen boys obviously legal age lol smh i hear you pervetedly sexy pervs thoughts lol jk not really but jk= but Im like all especially since the said she was going to give me a taste of her oral sex game ( even though she had given examples putting her fat sexy lips on me it was not her full deal lol ). So, as I kiss her knees moving kisses and licks into the inner thighs, im super charged and they get like super nova aroused when her pussy smellin clean and hormonally balanced bomb pussy might smell Im trying to follow her instruction because I almost lost control and didn't follow her lol that would have ended the whole fuck session i know. so I had to ease in and i licked her right labia, she starts moaning and agreeing with me like I asked her a yes and no question lol "yeaaah" yeaah...uh huh...Im like yaayyaaaa and my tongue pertrudes to a tippy type point and circles the "button" or dick as she called it and wisks around. at this point she chuckles a bit tellin me she likes that as I slide my tongue downher left labia. I can feel her soft hands grab my head and she starts running her fingers throuh my hair and massaging my temples and the cool shyt was it all was so synchronous because as she was doing that her natural pull of my head deeper toward the center of her legs my tongue slid into juicy water and slips into her hole. I was like mmm and I went to try to go to another move she taught and she was like noo nooo dont stop from there for a moment circle that tongue inside me....lol Im like bahlow blkay mouth full of pussy lol and writhe my tongue around like i was trying to saliva paint her walls. She is moaining and mmmm mmmm mmm ing and im hyper aware of her senses so when I flat tongue lapped up her vulva toward the clitoris / mini dick , the timeing was right but she liked how I paid attention and wanted another lol...got to the top and like I was about to whistle a dixie lol pun intended encircled her mini dick and she is now in full pleasure talkin to me "yea suck that mini dick" lick my pussy uh nhuh yea forcing my face into her pelvis. Im focusing on suckin that bean up and down so as Im suckin, and this trick she taugtht me, i have my tongue going flat down into her vagina slurping /sucking her "mini dick" as I curl the tongue and basically give form to her dick like a shaft of micro machine status lol. Her juices and my saliva are dripping all over my face and by this time I am giving audibles of her playbook lol circle tongue flat slurp suck hard labia right kiss inner thigh into connect area tongue up and around straw sip her coochie slide flat tongue from clit down into vulva pass into tangy sweet vagina curl it to the left side wigging my tongue inside like a rythmic music bed as I tongue control her left labia into a sunction cup style slurp. This is about the point she is screamin to me yes yes Im about to cum keep that do this yea yea yes yes lol I was like yayaaaa as I have her dick in my mouth it is very small but I am licking up and down this tiny dick/slcit moving my lips all soft between the part where labia deepens then the clitoris actually is swole petruding outwardly and I can feel this tiny cock now lol Im like I got this and start sucking on the tip of her dick*(clit) she smashes my head with her fingers in my hair clutching the back of my head and is wild like; hips moving around her hands are manipulating my head and im back to just instruction lol "leave your tongue flat" yea suck it up and down yea back and forth go faster remember uh oh yea flick it faster back and forth uh huh " and i can[t remember why or how the flick became a suction cuppoed like I was deep throating her mini cock im suctioning and flick movement inside my mouth she is moaning with a rising...lol I know it she is about to yep I can taste...SUCK IT HARDER YEESSS YEESSS YESS im sucking and flicking my tongue like if you were to roll your R sound lol if you of any latin or hispanic descent you might understand that RRrrrrrroooooollllllllrrrrr of the tongue moviement lol so her entire mini cock is being sucked into my mouth im flicking the tip of her mini dick inside and it was like time stood still because she almost like froze...I thought I was froze too but my tongue kept flicking and I taste this sweet taste idk my mought just sucked her clitoris real hard and tongue finished a flick and slid flat tongue into the contour of her now gushing wet sugary tasting cum. My head is pushed or pulled rather lol so for and hard into her pelvis that I think I busted my lip (best busted lip I ever got lol) I almost didn't realize I was gulping down her juicy cum til I wwent back up to start flicking that bean again and heard myself swallow lol. As she is cumming all over my face in my mouth she is like trying to tell me to stop I did good and I forget a split second what she taught me lol Im trying to slither my tongue all over again and she starts again climaxing...she is like okay babe i want you to stop so I can lay quibvering her for a moment....not wanting to put myself on some idiot pedestool I thought i better listen again lol. So, I slow steadily but rapid enough tongue motions to a gently stop, slurp up on my saliva her cum and kiss her on her pelvis gently just above the bean. She almost freaks out thinking i was going to try to lick her clit again til it was just a kis but in that moment her whole body violently shook once twice she was like oooooohh and laughs as she tells me just that.Thinkin i wasnt going to listen therefore epitomizing the issue part of her "teacher student " lesson lol.l..I just smiled and looked at her and said I was listening .....the next part of the same session I write to you all later....right now my clitty is tingling and my tetas are tingling mmmm ok til next seesion...
I have no idea where or how to beign a new post lol so Ill start this next piece here.
'no title or maybe FUCK IT...NO REALLY THEY WANT ME TO FUCK IT
lol All the beginnings of transition had opened up the box played with like a rabid dog lol I wasn't always a pendeja to sex. I used to think I had "experience" or was "kinky" right? lol noo way hoo say, wait what did she say? lol she said sure Ill phuq you pay me! lmao. Anyhoo, if yall request more details on that hirstory just ask I will provide but to extended the already extended. lol mmmmmm, extend baby yaaah lmao I was previously so horny that I had a gigantic dildo stretching my puassy*( term I coined lol as opposed to what I had to learn was already in circulation the "bussy" lmao smh omg i love that one too! ) so that the current "friend" I allow in my realm I will have the ability to handle. I will say this to all you men cis/trans men are men but regardless all you men stuck on size should focus more of production and process of making that building vs how big or how many floors lol that building is gonna be. Size matters sure for many situations in every possible experience however if you have no clue how to operate then fuck how big or small your member *that you had no control truly over so to make it yet another punkazz reason to try to degrade another or oneself is like omg rme ridiculous. At least this is how I feel about it some other women may or may not agree however, and in any case lol....I was taught by a ciswoman *(in contrast of a transwoman) how to operate my ORAL sex process because she stops me like two tongue touches on her genitalia and was like " let me tell you something so i can show you something" and I was like dayum I messed up my first cunnilingus experience lol! She was cool af tho bc she had seen my expression and was like don't trip im going to show how I like to be ate. Then says "everybody, or all people have dicks! woman have dicks and men have dicks " Im lookin at her like wtf?! lol she gives me a run down how her clitorus swells up and gets hard and then begins to show me what she meant by giving me oral examples. lol Im so hot and bothered by the time she is show and telling me that I need to treat her "clit" just like a dick and to suck and use my tongue and flick this way flat tongue slow up and circle and bob on it up and down just like a miniature penis! I am already open minded because i had to be at that point in my sexual prowess/ life lol smh I had never been with any men, or teen boys obviously legal age lol smh i hear you pervetedly sexy pervs thoughts lol jk not really but jk= but Im like all especially since the said she was going to give me a taste of her oral sex game ( even though she had given examples putting her fat sexy lips on me it was not her full deal lol ). So, as I kiss her knees moving kisses and licks into the inner thighs, im super charged and they get like super nova aroused when her pussy smellin clean and hormonally balanced bomb pussy might smell Im trying to follow her instruction because I almost lost control and didn't follow her lol that would have ended the whole fuck session i know. so I had to ease in and i licked her right labia, she starts moaning and agreeing with me like I asked her a yes and no question lol "yeaaah" yeaah...uh huh...Im like yaayyaaaa and my tongue pertrudes to a tippy type point and circles the "button" or dick as she called it and wisks around. at this point she chuckles a bit tellin me she likes that as I slide my tongue downher left labia. I can feel her soft hands grab my head and she starts running her fingers throuh my hair and massaging my temples and the cool shyt was it all was so synchronous because as she was doing that her natural pull of my head deeper toward the center of her legs my tongue slid into juicy water and slips into her hole. I was like mmm and I went to try to go to another move she taught and she was like noo nooo dont stop from there for a moment circle that tongue inside me....lol Im like bahlow blkay mouth full of pussy lol and writhe my tongue around like i was trying to saliva paint her walls. She is moaining and mmmm mmmm mmm ing and im hyper aware of her senses so when I flat tongue lapped up her vulva toward the clitoris / mini dick , the timeing was right but she liked how I paid attention and wanted another lol...got to the top and like I was about to whistle a dixie lol pun intended encircled her mini dick and she is now in full pleasure talkin to me "yea suck that mini dick" lick my pussy uh nhuh yea forcing my face into her pelvis. Im focusing on suckin that bean up and down so as Im suckin, and this trick she taugtht me, i have my tongue going flat down into her vagina slurping /sucking her "mini dick" as I curl the tongue and basically give form to her dick like a shaft of micro machine status lol. Her juices and my saliva are dripping all over my face and by this time I am giving audibles of her playbook lol circle tongue flat slurp suck hard labia right kiss inner thigh into connect area tongue up and around straw sip her coochie slide flat tongue from clit down into vulva pass into tangy sweet vagina curl it to the left side wigging my tongue inside like a rythmic music bed as I tongue control her left labia into a sunction cup style slurp. This is about the point she is screamin to me yes yes Im about to cum keep that do this yea yea yes yes lol I was like yayaaaa as I have her dick in my mouth it is very small but I am licking up and down this tiny dick/slcit moving my lips all soft between the part where labia deepens then the clitoris actually is swole petruding outwardly and I can feel this tiny cock now lol Im like I got this and start sucking on the tip of her dick*(clit) she smashes my head with her fingers in my hair clutching the back of my head and is wild like; hips moving around her hands are manipulating my head and im back to just instruction lol "leave your tongue flat" yea suck it up and down yea back and forth go faster remember uh oh yea flick it faster back and forth uh huh " and i can[t remember why or how the flick became a suction cuppoed like I was deep throating her mini cock im suctioning and flick movement inside my mouth she is moaning with a rising...lol I know it she is about to yep I can taste...SUCK IT HARDER YEESSS YEESSS YESS im sucking and flicking my tongue like if you were to roll your R sound lol if you of any latin or hispanic descent you might understand that RRrrrrrroooooollllllllrrrrr of the tongue moviement lol so her entire mini cock is being sucked into my mouth im flicking the tip of her mini dick inside and it was like time stood still because she almost like froze...I thought I was froze too but my tongue kept flicking and I taste this sweet taste idk my mought just sucked her clitoris real hard and tongue finished a flick and slid flat tongue into the contour of her now gushing wet sugary tasting cum. My head is pushed or pulled rather lol so for and hard into her pelvis that I think I busted my lip (best busted lip I ever got lol) I almost didn't realize I was gulping down her juicy cum til I wwent back up to start flicking that bean again and heard myself swallow lol. As she is cumming all over my face in my mouth she is like trying to tell me to stop I did good and I forget a split second what she taught me lol Im trying to slither my tongue all over again and she starts again climaxing...she is like okay babe i want you to stop so I can lay quibvering her for a moment....not wanting to put myself on some idiot pedestool I thought i better listen again lol. So, I slow steadily but rapid enough tongue motions to a gently stop, slurp up on my saliva her cum and kiss her on her pelvis gently just above the bean. She almost freaks out thinking i was going to try to lick her clit again til it was just a kis but in that moment her whole body violently shook once twice she was like oooooohh and laughs as she tells me just that.Thinkin i wasnt going to listen therefore epitomizing the issue part of her "teacher student " lesson lol.l..I just smiled and looked at her and said I was listening .....the next part of the same session I write to you all later....right now my clitty is tingling and my tetas are tingling mmmm ok til next seesion...
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