Stuff I’m tired of

I’m tired 1.of guys sending me shots of their junk its like yes you’ve got a cock congratulations I’ve seen soo many dicks at this point I’m just kinda turned off like it’s nice but at least send me some words first or something 2. Of being in a relationship alone…what do I mean by that it’s now been 22 days since I saw my bf last like I’m starting to feel like a not played game on the shelf it’s getting old af honestly 3. Of being angry all the time cause I’m broke yes I am angry at myself mostly for being a broke ass and I took away the easiest way to make money by being in a relationship yes I realize that’s not a very reputable way to make money but it is possible 4. Of being neglected not just in my relationship but by myself and family and friends as well 5. Of being alone that’s the biggest one I’ve got currently but I better get used to it cause ima be alone here for a long time 6. Of being a bitch I want peace that’s all I want why do some people only want me to get angry?? 7. Of excuses I mean if you don’t want to take me on a date just say that instead of the “well I’d like too…but” shit either you want to take me somewhere or you don’t 8. Of Facebook randomly banning me for 24 hours like I’ve been banned on days where I don’t post anything actually it happens quite often lol 9. On having to work I mean common who the fuck actually enjoys their job?? 10. And finally I’m tired of being alone lol yes this makes the list twice but for a slightly different reason than the last one loneliness is my biggest enemy cause I’m an overthinker so I sit and dissect every single moment I experience every day and I hate it!! It’s horrible to be alone AND trans although they go together better than peanut butter and jelly I guess most people would say well you chose that and my retort to that is no I didn’t choose anything I’ve just spent the largest part of my life hiding my feminine side from assholes like you cause that would make me different and what’s that saying about the nail that sticks out?? I’ve just spent soo much time recently trying to be a good person I feel neglected though by everyone including me this is a ramp up for my next list I’ve been writing lately I’ll post that soon it’s not ready yet though so stay tuned